I setup an important drinking engagement with my bro Jason Hines for tomorrow. Really looking forward to hanging with him. I just did 30 minutes on the exercise bike and feel great......covered in sweat.
I wonder if anyone actually read that long ass blog that I wrote last night when I was kinda drunk. See, sometimes I will actually spill my guts on here, but ya gotta be quick for the details. lol I usually delete stuff that is to much information or too personal, and that definitely qualified. Drop me a line on facebook if you actually read my drunk blog......I'm just curious who all knows those "details" now.
Like I said earlier today....thank God for giving me the power to drum. Tonight I was feeling really down and really alone, and pissed and sad and pretty negative throughout. I go downstairs and start playing along to some tunes and I will be damned, all that sadness just disappeared. I was absorbed in the moment and it was liberating......like a religious experience. Very hard to put into words. I forgot about all the dumb shit that I have dealt with over the past couple months and for a half hour or so, I felt ALIVE! aaahhhhh Seriously, if anyone reading this ever deals with depression or loneliness, take up a hobby that you get lost in. Where you really just forget about everything and exist in the bubble of that moment. I think it has saved my life more than once.
Life isn't over...........Life has just begun............LOOK OUT!!! muah ha ha ha ha
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